My Nanny passed away today and I am
utterly devastated. I know she was 98 and she lived a long great life but that doesn’t
change anything. She had a heart attack
yesterday and was in the hospital. I went to visit her this morning and she was
up in her chair talking and joking. She looked the best that I have seen her in
weeks and I really didn’t think this would be it. An hour after my family and
my uncle’s family left she passed. Words cannot describe how awesome of a
person she was and I will miss her dearly.
It was
a hard week overall. I got a call from my doctor telling me that I am a
positive carrier for Cystic Fibrosis. My great Aunt (Nanny’s Daughter) passed
from it at 15. It makes more sense why I am a carrier, but it means extra
testing for my husband and extra worry. We are going through with our first IUI
in the next two weeks. I start Clomid on Tuesday and have an ultra sound the following
Tuesday and possibly an IUI on my Birthday May 4th! I am excited,
but it is a little nerve wracking. I really hope the Clomid doesn’t affect my
mood because I will already be on a rollercoaster with my feelings this week
with my Nanny passing.
That is all for now because honestly I don’t feel like
talking about anything else.
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