IUI # 1 Sucked!

DH and I went in for our first IUI today and it didn’t go too well. We had 1 maybe 2 million sperm post wash. Our RE said she could still do it because we were already there and it wouldn’t hurt anything, but not to get too optimistic. So the next step is for DH to go up to Dartmouth (big hospital in NH)  and get a more in depth SA. Our RE is pretty sure IVF will be our next stop. So that’s where we are.

IUI tomorrow!

I managed to wake up and give myself the HCG shot this morning, in all actuallity I didn't really get to sleep because I was too worried about waking up and not missing the alarm. So I got done and noticed it was red and swollen so I panicked because I am nerotic. I was sitting on my computer till 3:30 AM googling symptoms and what not. I am a crazy person. How am I going to raise a child when I am constantly nervious, espeically when I had read the directions, and than did everything step by step even though I know what to do. I suppose I'd rather be causious than sorry in the long run. Soooo now we wait till  2PM tomorrow, bring J's sample over and than go back at 3PM for the actual treatment. I am a little nervous but so ready! I am starting to get a little more opptimistic about the whole thing, and really hope this is our turn.

My Date with The Dildo Cam.

If you don't know what the dildo cam is than you are lucky. Basically it is just the camera used for internal ultrasounds, don't get me wrong it didn't hurt, it's just a little uncomfortable. Anyways I had my monitoring appointment today to see where my eggs were, if I had any, and how big they were. I had a lot of really small ones and 2 really good sized ones, one of them being REALLY good looking. So I have to get up at 3:00 AM!!! on Wednsday to trigger and than Thurdays at 3:00 PM we do our treatment. Thursday sucks because we will be doing our treatment in between my classes that day, but I am not going to complain because hey atleast we have a chance at finally getting pregnant. And no I am not opptomistic yet that this will work, I probably won't be until J's sample is up and near the target. The doctor mistakingly told me his numbers may not wash well soo I have been freaking out about that for months now. I just want to be pregnant and done with this.