My Date with The Dildo Cam.

If you don't know what the dildo cam is than you are lucky. Basically it is just the camera used for internal ultrasounds, don't get me wrong it didn't hurt, it's just a little uncomfortable. Anyways I had my monitoring appointment today to see where my eggs were, if I had any, and how big they were. I had a lot of really small ones and 2 really good sized ones, one of them being REALLY good looking. So I have to get up at 3:00 AM!!! on Wednsday to trigger and than Thurdays at 3:00 PM we do our treatment. Thursday sucks because we will be doing our treatment in between my classes that day, but I am not going to complain because hey atleast we have a chance at finally getting pregnant. And no I am not opptomistic yet that this will work, I probably won't be until J's sample is up and near the target. The doctor mistakingly told me his numbers may not wash well soo I have been freaking out about that for months now. I just want to be pregnant and done with this.