Family

I absolutly love the holidays and it usually doesn't get me down that I'm not pregnant or already have a baby I think it is because of how great mine and DH's family are. They know our troubles and they don't put to much emphesis on the fact we don't have a baby yet. I think this is in part because we won't be having the first grandchild. My SIL has 2 girls and my sister has a little girl so instead of being upset I find it fun to just play with my nieces and be greatful for what I do have. My DH and I are happy( even though we would love to have a baby) we are healthy, especially since DH quit smoking 4 months ago! And I am also thankful for the awesome family we do have even though they drive us nuts sometimes.

Oh yes, if I do get a reader from the bump and you think I may be switching my stories. my friday flame free confession was that my SIL is driving me crazy I do love her, but like I stated I think she has way too much time on her hands. She doesn't believe in herself to parent without calling my MIL 10 times a day. and really the only reason why it annoyed me so much was because I was being selfish I was talking to MIL about what DH and I have to go through now in terms of testing and hopefully getting pregnant, and SIL called twice while I was talking so she could talk about what one of my nieces had just done or what she should do about whatever. I love her but sometimes you just need to vent.