CD2

So CD 2 (Cycle Day 2) that means another month not pregnant and another month closer to when I will be, atleast thats the positive way I'm looking at it. I am sad it didn't happen, but really I don't have a hope every month like ohh this is the month!! Because medically wise it isn't going to happen atleast not yet.

Now from my pity party to that little bit of hope. I found a reproductive specialist center in NH it is about an hour and a half away, but I think we will finally be able to get the ball rolling. J and I have decided we really don't want to do a varicocele repair. this is when they widden one of the viens in the penis to allow better moving sperm to get through, we have done a lot of research and found sometimes it helps, sometimes it makes it worse and sometimes it doesn't do anything. After talking about it we aren't sure the risk is worth it.

By talking to the specialist we might be able to just move right on to an IUI (Intrauterine Insemination ) this is when they will take the good sperm from J do a wash and just insert it right into the uterus therfore more sperm would make it to the target. I feel this is where we want to go next because it has been 16 months of trying. So we will see what the specialist says when we get in to see her. hopefully I will have an appointment by the end of the day!