I just scheduled a massage for myself and I must say I am pretty damn excited, I have never had one and for a full hour it is only 15 bucks! (I have $25 off) anyways I think this will help with the muscle problem I have been having. I am also going to schedule a couple’s massage for Jon and I for our anniversary!
Anyways I have been a little out of sorts the past couple of days because it is the end of yet again another cycle. My sister in law has been calling and wants me to hang out, but really I don’t want to hang out with other people and their kids when I myself am going on to yet another cycle. She can be mad but honestly I just don’t care I want to be by myself and not around kids. I love my nieces and my sister in law, but it’s just how I feel. I know I could never tell her this because she just wouldn’t understand because she didn’t have problems getting pregnant like Jon and I are having. Once I move on from this cycle to another one I will probably get out of this funk.
I was just thinking the other day I really hope when I am put on hormones I won’t say the things that I vent about in here, out loud.
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