I just checked my BMI and saw I was out of the obese section and am now in over weight instead yay!! No I am not that excited, I need to get into a more healthy range before J and I start treatments in April when our insurance starts so I am going back on Weight Watchers and have added 2 miles on the treadmill in the morning where I’m running/ walking, and then about an hour of Zumba a night, at this rate I will hopefully lose the weight and be close to my goal weight for pregnancy.
J and I attended his company Christmas party last night it was a lot of fun! His father, brother and my father all work for the same Dry walling company so it was nice to all go together. There was a lot of drinking and dancing oh and the food was to die for! So that was nice to have a little fun time because our (well at least mine) minds are so full of infertility worries and thinking about getting the land ready for house building this summer.
My sister in law did leave early because of her girls and said two things that really struck a nerve 1) kids come first so we couldn’t stay, this bothers me because yes I am sensitive, but she knows our struggles and I think it feels like she is rubbing it in my face sometimes that she has the happy complete family and we do not. And 2) she knows when we are starting treatments in April and that it would make a due date around the holiday party, she kept telling everyone we should get a hotel room down there next year with no kids. I probably won’t be able to go and she didn’t even consider that yea if things go according to plan we would be pregnant and not able to stay. It may not make sense to anyone reading this, but she knows our troubles and honestly I don’t think she can relate so she doesn’t realize when insensitive things come out of her mouth.
Anyway enough with the negativity, I’m just hoping this is our year!
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